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Monday, October 22nd, 2007
8:58 pm
my vacation blessing or midwestern tragedy?
 the peace and quiet are getting tiresome. My dog is still snoring, and I cant watch any more tv!!!!!!!!!!!! I could clean house, organize my files but i will not! I refuse! Dammit I wanna be lazy. Who knew it could be so hard. Boredboredboredboredboredboredbored ditto marks to infinity. Atleast i have a business meeting tommorow at klast an activity yippiee! well I guess I'll go to bed I have to get up at 3am for my meeting! God help me thats early. i dont know how people can romanticize the ass crack of dawn so much. To me it is just ass early. I will need copious amounts of Dr. Pepper and cupcakes just to get moving mmmmm nutrition! not that I mind who can say no to chocolate and sugar with cagffeine? Certainly not I. Speak at you later!

Current Mood: blank
Thursday, October 18th, 2007
4:46 pm
 What to say....what to say? My darling hubby of 13 years left today to hunt the mighty elk in colorado so i must wallow in my peace and quiet. Hooooray, Yiiiiipppeeee! i adore peace and quiet. I get to hold the clicker for the tv and everything. I may not survive this much uninterupted leisure. I am doing better since my dog passed away. I have been a bit weepy, still that is to be expected. My other dog susue is laying here in her dog bed snoring like crazy. isnt it odd the things we find comforting sometimes? Who knew that my dog snoring could make me feel better? I am some what concerned that I am having such a hard time connecting to people on lj. I am some what shy and private but I am trying to make an effort to post more. I'm hoping that with a few entries I can reassure people that I am only as warped as everyone else. Im not warped in a special silence of the lambs it puts the lotion on its skin and puts it in the basket sort of way. Well I guess thats enough for now. I think i will have a hot bath and some cheap but tasty wine.
good night all!

Current Mood: calm
Tuesday, October 9th, 2007
8:38 pm
 my dog is gone. I had to have my dog put to sleep yesterday. My insides are knotted together and i cant breathe right. I loved him and now my best friend is gone. I miss him and still see him all over the house. He was so funny and full of life and personality. If I did the right thing letting him go, why do I feel like such shit? I wish I could have made him better but I couldnt...

Current Mood: crushed
Saturday, October 6th, 2007
7:43 pm
 my dog bogart is very sick. i think soon he will not be with me. it breaks my heart. Im not sure how to function without him. i have had him for 12 years. he is the best dog. it all justsucks ass! Is it possible to start the mourning precess before they are gone? Because imon the edge of weeping all the time! 
I know life is all about change and the cycle of things. But acceptance is oftem easier said than done. Sometimes i think I would like to run away and join the circus

Current Mood: enraged
Thursday, October 4th, 2007
11:35 pm
oh crappy day!
 This is my first post so here goes! I manage a bakery and just adore the general public.....NOT!!! I had some woman today have a large fit because there were no chocolate long johns!!! Dear lord perish the thought! I made her some but I still wonder how she ate them when all of her teeth were rotten. 
I guess i just have a hard time understanding how anything in a grocery store could be important enough to cause a scene over. There is sadly not enough sensitivity or common sense in our world.
 I have been pursuing the perfect potter stories of late and have found quite a few of worth on live journal. I am a bit of a potter freak. But then again isnt everybody? I guess I should sign off for now its late and I get up every day at the ass crack of dawn. 
I think that I will start doing this more often. I find it cathartic.Hope I spelled it right. See Ya!

Current Mood: complacent
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